Here in this diary, i'm resurrecting memories from ashes.

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 21:41:57 GMT

K so I'm really bad at updating, it's not that I dont have anything to update, I'm just bored with whole "Journal Community" thing. Alot has happened since I last updated, well, no since I updated anything that had to do with what has been going on. One of the main things is Dylan, and then well I started college, actually that's where I'm writing this right now, with about an hour left until my next class I felt this might pass the time alittle faster, maybe not since I keep watching the clock and it never seems to move quite as fast as I want it to. I'm content with how things are going in my life so far, I have an amazing family, caring friends, and FINALLY a cute, loving boyfriend, whom I adore more than I could ever really admit to. I'm happy.

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 00:41:04 GMT

almost being jumped by a car full of guys...
not cool man, not cool.
sorry shelli, sorry yasmani, sorry God.

this is me. :]

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 02:49:48 GMT

i write. i capture.
i kiss. i create. i dance.
i love. i cry. i loose.
i kill. i sleep.
i analyze. i sing. i listen.
i speak. i mess up. i observe.
i dream. i learn. i breathe.

i exist.

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 21:20:43 GMT

ok so here is the long needed update.

wow, ok so i started to write this and nothing really seemed worthy to be put in here...hmm besides hanging out with isabelle and geoff like everyday i really can't say i've done much else...umm lets see, i've been hanging out with brett alot and we ALL should know why. :]
what else?
oh, went to some party friday night and slept in a bed with 4 boys [it's really not what you think] and had the cops called on us, well not on us buuut you get it.
saturday went to a showwww On Broken Wings Black My Heart &&& Sworn Enemy.
good show good people, except for well she'll remain annomymous but dang honey you're a B!tch.
i know i live an exciting life, whaaaaaatever.
:]

oh, ashley we need to hangoutttt.
i miss youuu.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 23:27:10 GMT

i REALLY need to update.
maybe later.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 08:55:35 GMT

i still hold the taste of you on my lips.

i wish tonight didn't have to end.

i LOVE madison so much for what she did for me tonight.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:59:04 GMT

"P.S. kristen i see you as the person from the great gatsby. the one who doesnt judge and that makes everyone want to tell you things. even though you dont want to know. because i want to tell you somthing i would die if anyone knew. tell your mom she did a good job."

that statement really made me feel good about myself and really ment something to me.

anyhow this week i have realized alot about myself with the help of isabelle geoff madison and my mom.
they help through so much.
anyway..
this weekend has been good so far.
im glad i have deticated friends or i dont really know where i'd be with out them.
friday night was iza's 17 birthday and we went out to eat then to her friend ashleys house.
this kid kyle was being dumb with his friends in the car so geoff started honking at them and then peeled out in front of them, needless to say this led us into going 100mph down bonanza. oh we won. :]
last night me and geoff went to ceasars palace and got him some make-up that i have to keep at my house because his parents would flip. i dont mind though, i think im gonna use them tonight. :]]]
well i think im gonna get out of my bathrobe and get dressed now...or sleep.

farewell.

FOR THE LONELY HEARTS..

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 00:20:44 GMT

Hollow yourself.
You are worth it.
:]

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 02:21:11 GMT

so today i go to school and half way through 1st period i get really sick so i go down to the nurse and she lets me sleep for an hour. after that hour she asks if i want to go home or go back to class. i try to be a trooper and go back to class but it gets worse so i have to call my momma to come pick me up.
i come home and sleep until 5pm.
maaaaan, being sick sucks.
:[

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 02:41:50 GMT

my mom gave me the best advice about a boy i completely fancy.

she told me this..

"just pretend he's gay"

^_^

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:43:13 GMT

today should be good.
we'll see.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 03:33:14 GMT

is it sad that when you get a letter in the mail recognizing you as a good student you or your mom cant figure out how that could be possible??

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 00:06:14 GMT

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Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
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Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
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Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Need to dominate	\|\|	10%

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so what if im a little bit awkward and reclusive?
ksdlhdjknd.

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 06:57:04 GMT

tomorrow should be good.

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 05:28:26 GMT

last night was amazing.
senses fail and saves the day couldn't get any better.
but then i got confused.
dsklhdncvfds

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 06:06:56 GMT

something serious needs to happen.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 06:19:48 GMT

Friends only stalkers.
Add me.
Comment to this and I'll add you back.
Maybe.